i'm not an expert and someone might not agree with me but it seems like those with the daily vodka habits have a rough go with withdrawels and such and medical care almost seems like an even better option for those. Not to discount any other type of drinking habit it just seems like there is something about the vodka and spirits to me that takes quite a toll on someone.
I dont think your over reacting I wish i acted like you at your age I waited another 10+ years to get my act together. I know they say you should regret things in sobriety but its hard not to think what if i had quit sooner?