2015 worst year of my life
Not been on here in a long time as I thought I was ok.
Lost my uncle at the end of July and started to drink again as the pain was unreal. I only and ever only drank on an evening but it was always in excess.
I have now lost my mum 8 days ago and I am lost. I stopped drinking 3 days ago as its hit me that it's not solving anything and making me feel like garbage.
I'm praying to get through the funeral this week. I've told my husband we will stay to chat and thank people and then we will leave as I don't want to risk drinking.
I am here and will be on here as I found this the best support I have ever had.
Thank you for reading and I hope and wish we all have a better 2016. Xxxxx