It would be nice if you could go to the Dr and get some sleep help, do you think? Maybe you can both start fresh now, he can abstain with you. My boyfriend has decided to join me in 100% abstinence after NYE. He has not got the problem I have but is sick enough of alcohol and its effects on him, his friends and me, to quit.
I get what you mean about reciprocating forgiveness. Do you think he will feel sorry?
I slept but I did get help from my 'sleepy antihistamine' tablet, which I cut in half. My brain still feels a bit shattered, but its the psychological and emotional battering that is the hardest.
I hope your husband and you have time to relax and watch a movie or go for a walk later. I will be taking my BF and son on a walk later today (Sunday 3rd)