Hi Shantilove, How is it all going? Do you feel a little less anxious? I am having a particularly hard time myself of feeling beaten and - hating myself. Saying 'I hate myself' in my mind and out loud as well. I said things when I was drunk :,( which were just ridiculous
to say the least. I hope you are feeling less anxious and also positive about the future. I think our brain chemistry just needs a few days to come good.
