Thanks for all support.
So Anvilhead you hit it on the nose! I was sitting on the top of the stairs crying and I realized that deep down inside I thought maybe this time he would listen and come around. I have got to let go. I try to stop myself every time I start looking at him and his life. It doesn't matter.
I am so thankful my son is doing well. I have been very honest with him, and he is in a good place. Thank god.
And of course after all this drama ( I did ignore his email, but did get upset)...guess what? He has enough nerve to cancel his visit this week. I literally laughed. That pretty much says it all doesn't it.
I am looking forward to the day he can't stir me up. Each day, month and year just keeps getting better and better.
Thank you.
And, HAPPY NEW YEAR! May we all have a blessed one!