Originally Posted by
Briar 
It's very much like drinking was, and the AV sounds like the same voice I hear now telling me to starve. It's hard to ignore or challenge it. Right now I totally feel backed into a corner by every force in my life.
BUT.... you are getting help.
No matter how loud the voice is that tells you to keep this (illusive) control, you are listening to those who love and care for you. That's HUGE. That's a major battle with Anorexia.
It is going to be a little while before the battling voices stop duelling, but it will happen.
Gosh I am proud of you
Briar. ♥