Hi obladi, welcome to SR and congratulations on your sober time.
Coming to SR will help you gather the tools which will help when the AV comes a calling .
I stayed very close when I first stopped drinking, it was my life line, night and day, as my body recovered and in time my mind. I just wanted to be 'Better' but it took time, couldn't be rushed. Advice on here was well received and eventually it sank in.
I can see you're positive about stopping. I felt that way too, I told myself I didn't drink, the rest was learning how to, ie, recovery.
I'm Pleased you found this site.