This may sound strange, but I was actually a teeny bit disappointed that I had a strong urge to try again today to quit drinking, because I was to go to a dinner party in the evening and the wine would be flowing. I went, had a non alcoholic beverage, and actually ended up leaving before dinner was even ready (wasn't on time) because all I wanted to do was be at the AA meeting at 8pm with people who are still strangers to me, yet I feel so much more akin to. Strange day. I am glad to be going to bed sober tonight.