Hi all, I've been reading a lot, just not posting much..
I think I've been trying to stay quit for 10 years now.
I'm 2 weeks sober tomorrow and I had massive cravings today, fought them, but most times when that happens the craving is stronger the next day so... I'm afraid of tomorrow.
It feels like another entity takes over my body, I just don't understand it. I don't want to drink, so how can I just suddenly change my mind??
I've been running crazy for weeks preparing for Christmas so I am tired, I've been dieting trying to lose weight so I'm always hungry, lol, but I have to say I still feel better than I have in a while. I was only drinking twice a week but it kicks my butt at this age.
Saturdays were always my drinking day. I think I will be on here as much as I can, I am going to be so upset with myself if I blow it again.
Happy sober weekend everybody.