Snowvelvet: everybody needs a little gold eyeliner in their lives!
So much better than alcohol!
Dallow, I feel the exact same way. I'm trying to deal with my depression, and I know that alcohol does nothing to help me out on that front (other than numb the feelings of despair for a few hours.) I've struggled with that a lot over the past few weeks. Some days I feel worse than I did when I was drinking and I almost give in, because a few hours of relief seems totally worth it, but I try to keep telling myself that drinking will only dig me deeper into the black hole of depression. While it may help in the short term, it will kill me! I hope that you can find something that will help you, because it's horrible to feel this way. Don't give up hope! I'm a firm believer that things will get better for us.