Very wise and encouraging words D.. Yes perhaps I have still not accepted that I will NEVER drink again. When I get the feeling of being on top of the world after being sober for a while I forget how bad I used to feel when drinking, the spiral down happens so quickly. So why dont I get it?
It has to be the ultimatum goal that I need to aim to achieve.. Moderation is no
Option as it does not work. So the answer is pretty simple. This is what I have to learn to accept, comprehend and follow. Am I strong enough? I have to be.