Originally Posted by
adelina123 
Can I also say about the AV ... i went to a couple of meetings and met people that had drank all day every day to the point of wetting themselves in bed and laying in it. I left those meetings feeling reassured that I was ok afterall and even went to buy wine after one of them!!
Jinx!
I thought I might have a problem four years ago. I was so worried I went to an AA meeting. My friends couldn't believe it.
I left the meeting telling myself "well I'm not like that lot", some of the stories were horrific. So I carried on drinking.
Stupid me that's all I can say.
It's only now that I have a few weeks sober that I can reflect with clarity that my binging was only going to get worse and more frequent.