How much did you drink?
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How much did you drink?
My drinking creeped up used to be half a bottle of wine then a bottle then two then sometimes three....
Three bottles of wine a day. Jesus. That's insanity.
Let's hope sobriety sticks this time!
Three bottles of wine a day. Jesus. That's insanity.
Let's hope sobriety sticks this time!
It was a slow progession at first then it progressed really rapidly. At the end I was drinking about 16-18 drinks a day. Wine for me too! I started when the liquor store opened and drank around the clock, stopping only when I passed out. I was "that person" at the liquor store shaking violently until I got my first drink. My stomach would reject everything at that point so the first drink would come right back up and I would slowly sip the second, willing it to stay down stay down stay down. Sometimes I could not wait for the store to open and I would resort to drinking listerine. I am gagging just typing that! God, what an awful existence!
Not really sure at the end.
I did run into the owners of two different package liquor stores afterwards.
They both asked where I'd been and I told them I'd quit drinking.
They both replied good for you.
That spoke volumes to me. Numerous occasions, I was very inebriated when I went back a second time before closing
I did run into the owners of two different package liquor stores afterwards.
They both asked where I'd been and I told them I'd quit drinking.
They both replied good for you.
That spoke volumes to me. Numerous occasions, I was very inebriated when I went back a second time before closing
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Not really sure at the end.
I did run into the owners of two different package liquor stores afterwards.
They both asked where I'd been and I told them I'd quit drinking.
They both replied good for you.
That spoke volumes to me. Numerous occasions, I was very inebriated when I went back a second time before closing
I did run into the owners of two different package liquor stores afterwards.
They both asked where I'd been and I told them I'd quit drinking.
They both replied good for you.
That spoke volumes to me. Numerous occasions, I was very inebriated when I went back a second time before closing
Or "I accidentally dropped the bottle and it smashed!"
I would always start out just buying one -- because of course I was only going to drink the _one_ and then I would go back for a second or sometimes third.
approx 2 days off each week. 2-3 days averaging 4 beers and a bottle of wine. 2-3 days of 12+ hours drinking including a 24 hour session. Who knows how much, shots, beers, endless bottles of wine. Probably all averages out at 2-3 bottles of wine per day.
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I see your on Day 14, congrats ! Did you have any withdrawal symptoms?
Too Dang much for this lady with
an addiction to alcohol. Im grateful
for family doing for me what I definitely
didn't want to do for myself. To get
me help and placing me into the hands
of those capable of teaching me about
my addiction and supplying me with a
recovery program I could and would
incorporate in all my lifes affairs.
The insanity and powerlessness over
alcohol stopped when I admitted I was
that sick and became willing to be teachable
to accept my addiction and learn a program
of recovery.
25 yrs of many one days at a time without
consuming a poisonous and controlling
substance that affected my mind, body
and soul to achieve the PROMISES within
a program of recovery to live healthy, happy,
honest and humble life today.
an addiction to alcohol. Im grateful
for family doing for me what I definitely
didn't want to do for myself. To get
me help and placing me into the hands
of those capable of teaching me about
my addiction and supplying me with a
recovery program I could and would
incorporate in all my lifes affairs.
The insanity and powerlessness over
alcohol stopped when I admitted I was
that sick and became willing to be teachable
to accept my addiction and learn a program
of recovery.
25 yrs of many one days at a time without
consuming a poisonous and controlling
substance that affected my mind, body
and soul to achieve the PROMISES within
a program of recovery to live healthy, happy,
honest and humble life today.
I was a binge drinker, so I wouldn't drink every day. But when social occasions came up or the weekend I would drink. I would easily put away 5 - 6 20oz glasses of beer and then proceed to gin and tonics or more beer. Others would stop or go home, but I had no off button and would keep going. Looking back, it is crazy what I would put down in one session.
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Well, I've moved back with my parents temporarily so that there is a safe environment (i.e. alcohol free) , I've got counselling that I go to and I post on here.
Unfortunately AA meetings are not viable for me -- I tried that but too often I was running into clients there and in my line of work that's not something you want going around about you (and unfortunately it was)
Unfortunately AA meetings are not viable for me -- I tried that but too often I was running into clients there and in my line of work that's not something you want going around about you (and unfortunately it was)
hi SL, I drank like this for many years. Tried to quit permanently for the first time this time last year. Had endless cravings but not that bad withdrawals and lasted 11 weeks. This time around to be honest it hasn't been bad at all. I think I was just ready for it. I was sick of drinking. Emotional exhausted by it and ready for something new. Regulating my sleep has been tough but lets be honest if thats the worst I can say then things are going great. The toughest part will be to keep the AV at bay as I clock up the weeks. I kind of feel like the AV voluntarily surrendered the first battle but is hiding and waiting for me around the corner.
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