Originally Posted by
sourbaby1986 Maybe my problem is depression and/or anxiety and my mild to moderate abuse of substances is contributing to that.
Fixed your post.
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Alcohol and Anxiety and you can read for the next week about the link between those two. I was ate up with it. I'd quit drinking and I'd get anxious and then I'd drink to get over the anxiety - never ever realizing the alcohol was causing 95% of my anxiety in the first place. It is a viscous carousel, and the only way to get off the ride is to get off the ride.
Best of Luck on Your Journey!