Thank you everyone. Now that my head has cleared up I am beginning to think more clearly.
I don't take sex lightly and I was never the type of person to sleep around, which is what I feel like I'm doing!!
The alcohol definitely reduced my inhabitions and it has been many years since I drank that amount, I don't know I did feel relaxed in his company something I've never felt around someone who's drinking especially a male except my best friends husband. I don't want to become this girl who sleeps with every guy she dates!!!!
What makes me happy, my kids, my friends, feeling relaxed in my own home I don't really know what else!!