welcome to SR Joshca1
yep,I agree with everyone else.One thing I mention is I did see a lot of harms I did to others during this inventory and I saw how sick I was.I was close to the major turning point of my sobriety.
I finished the inventory,took a honest 5th step,and faced steps 6 and 7
I believed God could remove those defects that I had that caused that guilt and shame and AA showed me a new way of life that did not produce low esteem
Hang in there,the best is ahead I feel like