Well bf's been home 1 week today so far so good even off methadone now that's a victory. Considering Al-Anon/Nar Anon now as I have lots of thoughts srambling through my head such as does he still want to be with me, did he ever really love me on and on it goes, not that I think I will find the answer there.I know I can't be supportive if I am in my own head. I attended a 6 wk family program which was really helpful, but just not exactly what I was hoping for. I am having trouble communicating my feelings with him as i don't want to as I am scared what will come out.Help!!!!!!!!!!