Hope2014 is right, we have all done embarrassing things while drunk to varying degrees, from mild to hideous. Sometimes I think back to some of my own shenanigans and I cringe! But that is in the past and I decided to be someone who can look herself in the mirror and see a respectable lady, and it feels good. We have the power to be whatever we want, and I wanted more for myself. You do too, and you have taken that first step. We are all proud of you! 👍