Originally Posted by
shortstop81 
I sooooooooo want this to be the last time. But I feel like I've been here before. What do I do different this time? The Antabuse isn't a permanent solution.
As soon as I start to feel 'good' again, physically and emotionally, I think it's fine to pick up a drink. Just for 'one last time'.
Nice to meet you Shortstop I would suggest printing this thread out and in particular put this post in your wallet as a timely reminder of 1 is too much a thousand is never enough
Glad your with us
The difference this time is your eyes are open which is beautiful and soon enough every time you read that lil slip of paper youl remember why your doing what your doing - Acceptance !! were alcoholic we are hardwired to want to drink for any occasion and by accepting how destructive that is to ourselves & others plus the main fact we can't drink safely or responsibly we learn not to be destructive towards ourselves