Thomas alcoholism is cunning baffling and powerful , 1st you had one , then again you had one , now you've had 3 , so if history repeats itself ? what then ? stopping is very very easy done it hundreds of times then rationalized and justified that !! oh next time will be different ( ******** ).
What plan do you have to ensure it does not happen again ? hope ? you wont wake up some morning and find out that you have suddenly changed , you need to take action now , here's hoping that it was your ''convincer '', take care .
Regards .
Stevie