Originally Posted by
enfinthechange 
Indiscretions.... that my current problem... dreading going out to the world tomorrow. .. knowing stares imagined all over... life ruined..... oh nooòoo
I don't know all of the specifics of the situation, but everyone you will cross paths with tomorrow is likely not aware of your indiscretion. After my blackout binges I feel the same way...and it makes me isolate myself. When I do get out I find that interactions with others really helps. I quickly realize much of the anxiety is in my head. Hold your head up!! You are heading in the right direction...away from alcohol.