Originally Posted by
enfinthechange 
What if the terrible thing was the real me?? Maybe I shouldn't blame the alcohol??? Maybe It just opened the door I wanted stuck shut....
No way! It wasn't you...it was the alcohol!!! Alcohol is evil. Once you have some sobriety under your belt and start to change from the inside out...everyone will see that it was the alcohol.
Have you ever considered working the 12 steps? I'm gonna work them with my sponsor soon & I've heard the really help clear away the wreckage of the past! Hang in there and remember to breathe! Xo