They have all.gone out so I am.alone. I want to die. Or drink. Or both.
Consequences and thoughts roll over me like waves... what if he showed the messages I sent to his mates... what if he told them all... what if mum's at school Know....it's a tiny village. I'm screwed. My husband is sooooo angry as he thinks they will all know too.... I am such a evil lost screwed up 41 year old looser.....
I have to goto work tomorrow, what if they know.... I hate alcohol so much. Just sobbing my heart out....