As long as you're alive.... you still have hope.
As long as this awfulness inspires you to embrace the change... you have an opportunity.
As long as you decide to choose sobriety - you can put this all behind you and be the person you truly want to be.
There will be consequences, but from this point forward you can choose, starting right now - will you embark upon a turnaround of your life, or ride this awful spiral ever further down into darkness?
I hope you choose the former.... life is a gift and this terrible point in yours need not define it - or you.
