Originally Posted by
enfinthechange 
So I am.in bed and sober. My husband is not here... not talking to me. I may be sober but I am wrecked .. just not drinking for one day isn't going to make the mess go away, or heal anything or make it better...... it's hopeless..... I can't face the chasm of desolation before me, the seeing people who were there... the knowing looks... the cold shoulder from home.... being sober just reveals the mess, it takes away the blurring and focuses, like a map of carnage.... sleep be quick!
I hope as you stay sober and the days go on, you'll learn to forgive yourself Enfin.
The road is going to be a long one, but it's not hopeless, I really believe that and I hope you will come to believe that as well
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