Minute by minute... I guess that's it... I am starting to feel cross now too as I think hthe bloke took advantage of me in a very **** faced state... he could have just gone home.... he was very persistent even though I kept saying no, got to stop it.... eventually I just ran away..... but the damage is done. I have ruined everything. But, I will build a sober life! I will, I will, I will.....