I know this hurts, and we have all been there in some form or other.
Originally Posted by
AlG330 
... knowing it was the sickness making him do it. He does this to me. OUT OF LEFT FIELD.
The first thing I would like to point out is- it is NOT the sickness making him do this. It's just who he is.
And, the second thing is- it really wasn't out of left field was it? Cause he's done it before. Again, just because of who he is.
We teach them well.
Not saying this is your fault or responsibility. But, you stuck it out through addiction, homelessness, jail, getting another gal preggers, rehab & detox...why would he think you wouldn't stick it out through yet another relationship with FB girl?
Sit with your feelings, grieve for who you thought he was, or who you thought he could be. But, then see the reality of who. he. is.
Maybe in time he can be a responsible father to your daughter. But, no longer allow him to treat her mom with so much disrespect. You both deserve more and better.
Welcome to the board.