After the fires a few weeks back, it really will be a time of Thanksgiving for your family Briar.
I don't have any perspective on eating disorders and feel lacking on how to best encourage you. Having said that, your being sober will certainly help clear the path for you to work through this . It's clear that you're of strong stock and your resolve is to be admired.....even though you don't feel admirable. If you were able to step back and see yourself from the perspective of the rest of us I think you'd agree that you are making progress. So for now just take my word on it.
A little time with your family out in the California countryside, watching your little one romp about with the sunshine on her hair, may lift your spirits a bit friend.
V, you'll be happy to know I'm packed and ready! And this is late for me to be up, but no gym for the next week so I'm livin' la vida loca! ......for a 49 year old suburbanite father of three that is.
