Did you come into the realization that you had a drinking problem on your own? We're always the last to know
If, you've got good support from family and friends, this is easy from the get go. You're no longer a cripple. You don't have to use a crutch any longer. Plan for the future and live for today.
I always lived in the future. I din't bother my self with the past. Why should we? We can't change what's been done. living right to day ensures us of a happy future.
All the best to you as you continue your road to recovery
hugs
Chris