I don't know, will it? Will it be enough that we talk you out of it?
Dear Adelina, you know better. We can give you feedback but ultimately this will be up to you. Remember that thoughts are just thoughts and you don't have to act out on them. Buy booze and then what? Drink it and feel like cr@p on a physical and emotional level? Play the tape. What is going to happen if you drink.
Remember what YOU want!!!