Originally Posted by
teatreeoil007 
I do not go out.... Have not for years... Has nothing to do with or without drinking... Just don't like the 'out' scene.. My idea of being out is outside in nature.. Alone with Creation and communing with nature and that Higher power...
Hey, I know I do love nature...
but are you married with a family?
I'm not...I'm single.....with a biological drive
the solution:
1) day game
2) social game
3) Internet game.....which is a bad market
4) Night game ....
only sober. I game better sober....so this should be a positive....maybe I need to get some time under the belt first. I know my mistake Friday......stupid position to put myself in....it wasn't gaming. almost blind dating.....boring...boring....boring
gaming is not particularly for the outcome......it's fun....it's addictive...it's gives an ambient confidence....
writing that is actually motivating me to continue cultivating my sober personality.....it's much more rewarding, there is no doubt....
it's self-actualisation.
Alcohol sucks....it bloody sucks. stupid stupid mistake.