Hi kd,
6 months clean here. I use SR almost exclusively from a people standpoint.
But, I have a ton of faith in God. I pray all the time. Just prayed for you.
My AA experience seems a bit clicky and secretive. I still plan to go back now and again. I need some relationships outside of SR that are focused on staying clean.
Normies and practicing drunks do not want to talk recovery or abstinence support. It is uncomfortable for them.
Hope this helps.