I knew that keeping busy was super important, but I was stuck at home because I had a little outpatient surgery. It was the "perfect storm" ....Hubby and son were away for the weekend and I was alone without the "wine police". Bad move on my part. I think what scares me the most is that as soon as the thought popped in my head I caved instead of reaching out. I really let myself down. But it's time to pick myself up and start at day 1 again. I hope I never do this again.