Hey guys! I just would like some words of encouragement. Last night i broke up with my bf who was hooked on heroin. Although he was clean at the moment, his mental was extremely off and he was swinging the options so much of using again that he was checking in to rehab. I went through a relapse already and it was the hardest thing to do and to watch my love go through that killed me. I want to be there, but the anxiety and what ifs were killing me. It wasn't healthy and I was not happy. I know it's going to be a long road and he probably hates me for hurting him... He needs to get better without the burden of a relationship he needs to get better without worrying about anyone but himself. He needs to love himself again before he can love me. Maybe in time we can try again, but for now and my sanity, I think I made the right choice. As samantha jones said "I love you, but I love me more."
