jd1639, she has not brought up the "D" word but she will absolutely not comment on it. she's "confused" and I get that. I brought this all on by my actions and now I have to deal with the consequences. I keep asking myself, do I need serenity to accept this or courage to change it? I don't have the wisdom right now, I'm also confused.
thanks PurpleKnight. I feel very good about 5 months but I'll feel better at 5 years.