I used to walk around the lake here 3.4 miles but I stopped because a. I got lazy. B.the lake no longer feels safe.......and c. I'm studying. I'm resistant to AA because of what I've seen people in the program do.......still drinking and drugging plus my previous therapist told me not to go there......she said a lot of them are seriously sick in the head and that I don't need and b. She doesn't believe in AA.....she said if they had the answer they would have told us what it is. So since I have to go.....I may as well find some meetings that don't effect my mood......I'm sure the rehab show tonight will be run by professionals w lots of experience. Thanks