Are there other sorts of meetings you can attend? SMART for example has many meetings nowadays all over the country. I couldn't stand AA personally, but it is camaraderie and there's huge value in that, especially if it's the only local support group option you have. And you don't have to get a sponsor and work the steps (unless someone is going to make you?), you can just sit there and tune out the dogma and try to make some friends. You almost certainly are not the only person there who doesn't believe in the dogma.
