Scott I wish sober recovery counted towards the 90 meetings I'm going to be forced to go to. I like it here.....so much and I get so much out of it. It's why I have been able to stay sober for months at a time. I did listen to everyone intently and it seemed most were struggling w explaining how they've accepted step two. I just want the down and dirty advice. What I got out of it .......I drank because I wanted too.......period. Because that true........regardless of my anxiety and depression it was my decision. The higher power didn't come to my rescue because cause it doesn't exist. I lost control of myself and I could not stop myself no matter what. I wanted relief and relief I got.......w some bad, very bad consequences.