Thanks again everyone for the support. Today was a bit better but I still felt easily overwhelmed.
My screwup aside, the business is just plain struggling, and that has a lot to do with things that are out of my control. I guess I hadn't even taken into account how fear for my job security is compounding my stress.
I'm going to have a pow wow with my main co-worker next week.
Other than the fact that these meetings usually see him downing 3 or 4 cocktails and rambling for an hour past when I have drunk all the coffee and water I can stand, I think it will help. I'm still sober, still going to a meeting a day, and getting my 90 day chip this weekend!
Take care guys, sorry for the self centered rants lately. Hope everyone has a good sober weekend!