Rar, I get it. I'm 70 and have had type 2 diabetes but it has been totally gone for the past 6 years. I resent restrictions but if I want to stay alive awhile longer, they are a small price to pay. Yes, some days I feel frustrated about it but then I have an awesome day or even an ok one and I realize that I really do want to both survive and thrive! (I had many severe depressions over the years since my pre-teens and happily made it through those and don't have the really bad ones anymore).