Hi all, it's back to Day 1 for me. I had a really horrible day with my daughter and we got into the most massive fight. Of course it triggered me to drink. I made a bad situation worse by drinking.
I had a piece of pizza and nearly a whole bottle of red wine with it. I passed out around 8:00 pm and stayed in bed almost the whole night with hellish alcoholic infused nightmares and panic attacks. The hangovers/withdrawals are becoming unbearable.
So what am I going to do differently going forward... I have an appointment on the 26th with the psychiatrist (can't wait). If he has a cancellation I may be able to see him sooner. I'm going to ask to try antabuse. I hope it will work for me.
In the meantime, recovering from the mess I got myself in last night. I just need to make 14 days on my own, til the appointment. That I have to do.