When I start I have things to say and a feeling of rawness which makes sharing and relating helpful. Now my insight is dimmed, actually non-existent, and I feel that what I'm posting is the same as I posted the day before and the day before and the .......ad infinitum.
I had moments like those in my early recovery and I'm glad that I decided to keep posting.
I thought about it in my case and I know this was true for me - but I often wonder for others to what extent that apathy, complacency or self consciousness is really our addicted self trying to separate us from the protection of the herd, like any good predator would do...?
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