Thanks D! Exactly the type of thing I was looking for. My past attempts in the last year were half hearted. I wasn't able to accept that I "really" had a problem. A year of trying and failing over and over and over.... Probably over 100 day 1's since November of last year and I finally realize that I can not drink. Not even just one. Not now. Not next week. Not ever. I have no control once I start. It starts with that first drink. Horrible. Fully committed this time. Thanks man. I know this site is great for support. I'll be reaching out. Going to bed. Waking up to day 7 tomorrow. Little milestone but not even scratching the surface yet. Have a good night (or day) wherever you folks are!