Originally Posted by Pia

I was driving home thinking of my ExAH I feel a piece of me is still missing But at least I know what to expect now.

I can expect to come home to a peaceful house.
I can expect a chair to be used as a chair and not to sleep on.
I can expect to actually sleep through the night w/o someone waking me up.
I can expect quietness.
I can expect healthy loneliness.
I can expect money in my wallet.
I can expect some sadness,which is nice twist because I don't have false hope.

I can expect positive things in my life going forward. I paid my dues with this husband but I don't have to look to the future scared anymore.I don't have the answers to everything in my life and that is ok. If I can handle this I can handle anything!

Thanks for letting me ramble.
Pia