Hey all - didn't mean to set off a debate on Facebook. I just know for me it's a negative force and needs to go out with door with the substance of alcohol. I would do the two things together, posting outrageous things and thinking was I was clever at the time, waking up the next day and cringing.
I have some good news healthwise - I got the clear from the doctor and it's not what I was worried about (breast cancer). I live to fight another day!
I have to be honest with myself - I felt happy and thrilled much of the day but as the day wore on, my energy drained from me and I just felt tired. The idea of a "celebratory drink" entered my mind and didn't leave my mind fora while. I am annoyed with this.
I did not drink; I took a shower and then a short nap, as the fatigue was getting to me and I wasn't thinking straight anyway.
I don't know if I can do this day in and day out, but I "did it" for today. Sorry to be a downer, but it's just tiredness and everything...