Hi everyone. I'm a little late to join but my first day of sobriety was September 15 so I am on day 20 now. It's been a while since I have been sober this many days in a row. I moved past the withdrawal phase and the urgency phase and now I am in what is for me the head game phase. My mind wants more, everything bores it. It needs to be constantly fed and I do fear at any moment for no particular reason I will pick up and drink to feed it or to numb it out.
For now, in this moment I am sober and have a certain level of peace and anxiety if such a thing is possible. I know that doesn't make sense but what does anymore?
Glad to have a place to call home. I hope to get to know all of you on our journey of learning to live life without alcohol.