Yes. I will not drink today. It only leads to my texting him and making a fool of myself when he obviously does not want to be with me. That relationship was not very healthy for me anyway. He did not drink and I did not drink when I was with him, but there were lots of other issues involved. I am going to a meeting today. I have a friend who is an ex addict and he has been coming with me. We do AA one day and NA the next. Both are helpful. But I do admit I drank last night. Not a whole bottle but 3 glasses. Enough to do some damage and text my ex again. He even told me to stop. I have to regain my self respect and let this reltionship go. If he really wanted to be with me he would. I need to work on myself. And a big part of that is to stop drinking and get healthy. Thank you for all your support.