One month is awesome midton!
Kinz-- sounds like a rough day but at day 37 it's much more manageable I'm sure
Took the day off today, just to extend my birthday and have a day to myself. Got the kids off to school and now I'm ready for a jog. I'm going to the cemetery today to visit my dad. I've only been a few times since he died in January and I keep hoping I will find some connection with him or peace there. Also I remember him asking us where he should be buried, here or back home in NJ and he asked if we would "visit" him. I miss him so much and it's so much more raw when I'm not numbed with alcohol or a hangover. But I know that's the only way through the grief, not numbing or escaping.
Anyway, I am a little worried about today- I love time alone but it's also very dangerous for me. I can hear that voice in my head telling me I can drink and it will be my last chance for a while. Chance?? Chance for what ??? To feel like crap?? Ugh!