Something in there still cares, coming back to SR and posting shows you're not done with this fight just yet.
When I got Sober I needed to take a few steps back and take a few deep breaths as to the project and journey I had signed up to, it's far from easy, but we can only build a foundatation one brick at a time, and even then a roof can only be laid one slate at a time!!
You can do this, but small steps are the way forward!!
