Originally Posted by
Lealea74 
So I'm sitting here alone, kids at school, husband out of town for work. I'm on day 3, I'm going through all the times I've hurt others, the mistakes I've made when I'm drunk and frankly, I'm thinking about ways I could drink tonight. The reality of what I've done is so painful I'm not sure I can make it without something….
I have been there big time Lealea. And its so overwelming at times...especially the first couple weeks. I know for a fact that if I drink, I can definitely expect more regret, guilt and shame. If I don't, at least I won't regret anything new. In order to feel good, I simply have to do good things....one good thing at a time. Its the only way. I cannot take back the past, but I can create a positive present. Hang in there and trust us here. It gets better
